dont be too afraid to end it if things are making you miserable

life has been going the way i wanted, most, im happy enough.

besides the occasional pricks i have to deal with, but they do not own  me animore, thats how it should be working, lay it down, & i shall proclaim my glory.

ive found myself things i love to do, things to make myself useful, before i enter the next phase of my life, thats months i could say, i think im loving it.


watched modern junior showcase today and im realli inspired. i dont know exactly how to say im inspired, but i realli do. dwelling in the energy, im at pace with the beats.
11:55 PM // )><(

i came to this page not knowing what to write yet having so mani to write about.
to get that momentum going, work has been fine, but it could be better, minus my occassional frustration and irritation with those foreigners, top it up with a lil bit of understanding, and my professional responsibility which i found it esp hard to keep up, it has to be done nonetheless. & i guess i do need talking partners, moving sceneries, to realli get my momentum going.
supposed to be out for a movie with sdz people tonight, but i thought it would be better if i have some time alone, i do need lots of it, when im ready to see the world, the time will come.
up till now i still have too much things left unticked on my checklists, procrastination got the better of me, i believe in leaving things to the last minute, to leave some space for corrections, adjustments, and the main reason being, that sense of emptiness when everithing has been ticked-off, i dont like it.
before i forget, i wish for a better tomorrow, yes good friday, you'd better be good to me.
10:12 PM // )><(

those passerbys, thank you & im sorry

you know, i learnt a lot from myself and others the past months.

we got to learn to stop expecting.
its dear important, yet it flew out of most's minds, let loose the inner barrier, and you'll see your emotions all over the place, the trampled pleas, never get it back in full.

we got to learn not to hold back emotions, thoughts, and words. miscommunication arises, relationships strain and scars never fade. dont be afraid, you'll get it worse when time to come, you realise that nothing can bring back time. EVER.

ive made no looses, but lessons.


i have a wishlist:

i wish for a stronger body& a stronger heart
i wish to like spending time alone; i wish to get more time to spend it alone
i wish to be a student forever
i wish to get to sleep faster
i wish to be financially independent
i wish to stop growing up
i wish to be happier
1:50 AM // )><(

i onli have myself

im learning to be dependent on myself and not others to be happy.
im learning to like spending time alone.
9:51 PM // )><(

all over my body

i wish my laptop has a webcam=(
but my new laptop will have one dont worry=)
yet it isn gg to happen anitime sooner.

hello i think i shld go to sleep now cos im feeling all awkward all over me. its a funny feeling i cant describe. i hate it.

went to watch SDD 2 days ago and thru the videos i watched, i think its realli awesome=D
i wish to have the control, the musicality and the techniques.
2:27 AM // )><(

haven't anione taught him to be kind

10:11 PM // )><(


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Aihui lim. 19 years. 02' 10. location.Singapore

dont be too afraid to end it if things are making you miserable

life has been going the way i wanted, most, im happy enough.

besides the occasional pricks i have to deal with, but they do not own  me animore, thats how it should be working, lay it down, & i shall proclaim my glory.

ive found myself things i love to do, things to make myself useful, before i enter the next phase of my life, thats months i could say, i think im loving it.


watched modern junior showcase today and im realli inspired. i dont know exactly how to say im inspired, but i realli do. dwelling in the energy, im at pace with the beats.
11:55 PM // )><(

i came to this page not knowing what to write yet having so mani to write about.
to get that momentum going, work has been fine, but it could be better, minus my occassional frustration and irritation with those foreigners, top it up with a lil bit of understanding, and my professional responsibility which i found it esp hard to keep up, it has to be done nonetheless. & i guess i do need talking partners, moving sceneries, to realli get my momentum going.
supposed to be out for a movie with sdz people tonight, but i thought it would be better if i have some time alone, i do need lots of it, when im ready to see the world, the time will come.
up till now i still have too much things left unticked on my checklists, procrastination got the better of me, i believe in leaving things to the last minute, to leave some space for corrections, adjustments, and the main reason being, that sense of emptiness when everithing has been ticked-off, i dont like it.
before i forget, i wish for a better tomorrow, yes good friday, you'd better be good to me.
10:12 PM // )><(

those passerbys, thank you & im sorry

you know, i learnt a lot from myself and others the past months.

we got to learn to stop expecting.
its dear important, yet it flew out of most's minds, let loose the inner barrier, and you'll see your emotions all over the place, the trampled pleas, never get it back in full.

we got to learn not to hold back emotions, thoughts, and words. miscommunication arises, relationships strain and scars never fade. dont be afraid, you'll get it worse when time to come, you realise that nothing can bring back time. EVER.

ive made no looses, but lessons.


i have a wishlist:

i wish for a stronger body& a stronger heart
i wish to like spending time alone; i wish to get more time to spend it alone
i wish to be a student forever
i wish to get to sleep faster
i wish to be financially independent
i wish to stop growing up
i wish to be happier
1:50 AM // )><(

i onli have myself

im learning to be dependent on myself and not others to be happy.
im learning to like spending time alone.
9:51 PM // )><(

all over my body

i wish my laptop has a webcam=(
but my new laptop will have one dont worry=)
yet it isn gg to happen anitime sooner.

hello i think i shld go to sleep now cos im feeling all awkward all over me. its a funny feeling i cant describe. i hate it.

went to watch SDD 2 days ago and thru the videos i watched, i think its realli awesome=D
i wish to have the control, the musicality and the techniques.
2:27 AM // )><(

haven't anione taught him to be kind

10:11 PM // )><(